Sarah Alexis
A bitch by many names.
Junior Sleaze Bag
Lives a life of lies and empty promises.
Abused Used No longer giving a fuck.
One fucked up sense of humor.
Not Parent Approved
Single.




Though I was alone in my utter disgust
Till the old me started to bleed and we became us
Lust in this trust in this social halitosis
Combust to form stardust burning nuclear gust




In this blackened wonderland I am the darkened Alice
Sometimes I can't fathom why everyone's so two faced
So I'll just backstab them back to get them back in their place





So friends, you left me hanging in a room with a noose and a chair.
You told me to stay put and reminded me why I was there.
Cold blooded and misguided, you thought that this would be your best,
Then you try to hide it. A chance to move ahead



I can mingle with the stars, and throw a party on Mars
I am a prisoner, locked up behind Xanax bars
I have just boarded a plane, without a pilot
And violets are blue, roses are red
Daisies are yellow, the flowers are dead



When I finally ironed out all of my priorities
And asked God to remove the doubt
That makes me so unsure of these
Things I ask myself I ask myself
"Do you know what you are getting yourself into?"



I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to make sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hates who I've been





It is my birthday. It is a new year. I should be happy that i am still here.
Light up a new joint. Put on an old shirt. Try to remember but forget how my brain works.